I am so damn touched when my dears came to my house just to meet me.
I love you guys very much weii.
I wasnt allowed to go out for a yumcha session at a place just damn near my home.
Because of my dad. He wanted me to stay at home.
I was so disappointed that i even cried like a little girl who lost her mom in a shopping mall.
But miracles happened!
Elra, Qian and Shayn called me up and asked me if they could come to my house.
Oh godd, that was so damn surprising wei.
We hugged and kissed each other like small little kids would do.
We chit-chatted, had tarot session and we shared our thoughts.
It was a good and beautiful ending gathering night.
I hope we will have more gatherings in the future, so i wouldnt missed you all more than ever like what i did before this.
Okay? Promise me.
I really love to spend time with you all, even if i need to stay up the whole day / night for my assignment.
Talking and sharing memories and problems with you all are never a bored thing to do.
Because we appreciate each other very much.
I know that, you know that too. right?
Remember our twilight new moon date.
Just wanted to say..
I LOVE YOU.
ALL MY DARLINGS.
No matter how many days and months we never meet or contact each other,
but everyone of you will be in my mind and heart forever.
Muax. : )
Having Best Friends in My Life is the Best Thing Ever !
Especially Friends like YOU !
Sweetdreams.
And, for those who doesnt have any best friend yet, go find one.
Its different. Believe me.
: )
sincerely xoxo,
carcar
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Nobody
Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Douku de iki wo shiteru toumei ni natta mitai
Kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
Tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune wo tsureteku
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi
Nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne?
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Douku de iki wo shiteru toumei ni natta mitai
Kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
Tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune wo tsureteku
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi
Nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne?
currently addicted to this song.
life is like a boat.
so true.
from,
carcar
Sunday, October 25, 2009
listen to the rhythm of the rain
P/S: this would be my own crap session in the middle of the night. you can skip it if you want to.
there will be no responsibility taken on your boringness through out the post and let me remind you again, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Sunday 3.05am ..
"Sunday morning rain is falling .." - Maroon 5 - Sunday morning
rain is pouring endlessly without any hesitation in the middle of the night,
yet.. i m still on my working mode- on.
however, i m procrastinating.
it feels so good when u hear the rain falls.. feeling refresh.
it would be better if i m sleeping right now.
i couldnt sign into MSN for the whole night through..
just facebook-ing. it's enough for me to procrastinate for almost 3 hours.
suddenly i thought of something..
something that i wouldnt be thinking for such a long time.
but it.. reappears.
well, actually.. i m just waiting for that very moment.
i might be impatient, but i know, that one day will come. : )
drawing class's assigment is still half way done for me.
i understand the consequences .. but, i know i can do it.
i believe i can go through it all and hand it up on time by Monday morning before the clock strikes 12 !
Gambateh !
tomorrow would be the convocation day for my sister.
she is the first class honour of my heart of all time.
i m very proud for her success. : )
muacks.. love you much.
well, i am lack brain juice right now.
i need to get things done.
i m having insomnia.
worry and waiting for something.
i dont even know what is that besides my assigments.
the night is cold, the night is comfy..
the rain is loud, the rain is great.
the girl is sleepless, the girl is alone.
a hug would be a good choice for her.
a girl lost in the world of assignment,
awaiting for some inspiration,
looking for creativity within herself,
and everything around her,
she has a purpose in life,
yet, she have not discover what is it,
she only knows music can heal one's soul,
and Soulboy would be her choice,
everything happened, it happens for a reason,
there's no right or wrong in art, neither in life,
justice cannot prove everything you want it to be.
the girl is lost sometimes in her own world,
derived by all the frustation and confused moments all stressed up together,
she would try to be tough, try to go through it all,
but when she knows she couldnt stand it anymore,
she would cry hardly,
so hard that nobody would ever imagine,
she might scares some people away,
however, she just need a company,
just like everyone else.
the girl who loves to procrastinate is still here,
she always dream of this and that,
think of this and that,
imagine and eventually,
she wants to achieve all success in her life.
Thanks for reading it through.
Thanks for being you,
because I am being myself right now.
I promise, i wont let this burden bring me down.
crapping in the pouring rain,
carcar
there will be no responsibility taken on your boringness through out the post and let me remind you again, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Sunday 3.05am ..
"Sunday morning rain is falling .." - Maroon 5 - Sunday morning
rain is pouring endlessly without any hesitation in the middle of the night,
yet.. i m still on my working mode- on.
however, i m procrastinating.
it feels so good when u hear the rain falls.. feeling refresh.
it would be better if i m sleeping right now.
i couldnt sign into MSN for the whole night through..
just facebook-ing. it's enough for me to procrastinate for almost 3 hours.
suddenly i thought of something..
something that i wouldnt be thinking for such a long time.
but it.. reappears.
well, actually.. i m just waiting for that very moment.
i might be impatient, but i know, that one day will come. : )
drawing class's assigment is still half way done for me.
i understand the consequences .. but, i know i can do it.
i believe i can go through it all and hand it up on time by Monday morning before the clock strikes 12 !
Gambateh !
tomorrow would be the convocation day for my sister.
she is the first class honour of my heart of all time.
i m very proud for her success. : )
muacks.. love you much.
well, i am lack brain juice right now.
i need to get things done.
i m having insomnia.
worry and waiting for something.
i dont even know what is that besides my assigments.
the night is cold, the night is comfy..
the rain is loud, the rain is great.
the girl is sleepless, the girl is alone.
a hug would be a good choice for her.
a girl lost in the world of assignment,
awaiting for some inspiration,
looking for creativity within herself,
and everything around her,
she has a purpose in life,
yet, she have not discover what is it,
she only knows music can heal one's soul,
and Soulboy would be her choice,
everything happened, it happens for a reason,
there's no right or wrong in art, neither in life,
justice cannot prove everything you want it to be.
the girl is lost sometimes in her own world,
derived by all the frustation and confused moments all stressed up together,
she would try to be tough, try to go through it all,
but when she knows she couldnt stand it anymore,
she would cry hardly,
so hard that nobody would ever imagine,
she might scares some people away,
however, she just need a company,
just like everyone else.
the girl who loves to procrastinate is still here,
she always dream of this and that,
think of this and that,
imagine and eventually,
she wants to achieve all success in her life.
Thanks for reading it through.
Thanks for being you,
because I am being myself right now.
I promise, i wont let this burden bring me down.
crapping in the pouring rain,
carcar
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
by Simple Plan.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
by Simple Plan.
Monday, October 5, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TZE YANG
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY
TO
TZE YANG THE GREAT !
Wishing you all the best in your life, no matter in health, love, studies or family.
Its just a simple message.
I hope you dont mind. : )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIN FAI too !
4th October.
As usual, all the best in your life too.
Be the best of the best, Mr.Pilot. : )
Although, i dont know if you will read this.
sincerely,
carcar
TO
TZE YANG THE GREAT !
Wishing you all the best in your life, no matter in health, love, studies or family.
Its just a simple message.
I hope you dont mind. : )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIN FAI too !
4th October.
As usual, all the best in your life too.
Be the best of the best, Mr.Pilot. : )
Although, i dont know if you will read this.
sincerely,
carcar
Aquarius - October 5, 2009
Congratulations, dear Aquarius! A goal you have been working toward for a long time has finally been reached. Success and advancement are on their way, and you should be feeling extremely enthusiastic and optimistic about your future. Some vast changes may take place in your life, but they all promise to be positive ones. Expect some travel and expansion of knowledge. Make the most of these energies.
come on carmen, i know you can do it.
stop procrastinating and stay focus on your work.
stress doesnt need any reason to be there.
relax and stay back when people are criticizing about your work,
but confront them with your hardwork because you should believe in yourself.
you, yourself know what you are doing.
miracle happens when it is least expected.
miracle happens when you believe.
Go Carmen go. : )
from,
carcar
Congratulations, dear Aquarius! A goal you have been working toward for a long time has finally been reached. Success and advancement are on their way, and you should be feeling extremely enthusiastic and optimistic about your future. Some vast changes may take place in your life, but they all promise to be positive ones. Expect some travel and expansion of knowledge. Make the most of these energies.
come on carmen, i know you can do it.
stop procrastinating and stay focus on your work.
stress doesnt need any reason to be there.
relax and stay back when people are criticizing about your work,
but confront them with your hardwork because you should believe in yourself.
you, yourself know what you are doing.
miracle happens when it is least expected.
miracle happens when you believe.
Go Carmen go. : )
from,
carcar
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Well, the sun is hot in the sky. Just like a giant spotlight."
And I’m melting like an ice cube under the sun like nobody’s business.
More to exaggerate, according to Christy, we can even bake a cake now under the sun.
HAHAHA. I really think it can weii. Just need a couple of hours I guess.
Anyone interested? Cheese cake, marble cake, butter or chocolate cake? LOL
There’s a moment just now. A moment I missed so much.
I have been chatting with Christy just now. Talking about our holidays in this Hari Raya where all Malaysians celebrate together despite our races and religions with the Malays.
I still go back “kampung” as in hometown like they do. HAHA.
Okay, back to the topic. I mentioned how I wish this holiday continues forever.Then, Christy said.. “Yea.. There’s no more interest in college anymore.”So, we start talking about secondary school thingy.. About routines, just like nowadays.Where we have to attend classes and hand in our work.
Our days in secondary school where we can sleep in the class, loitering around the school although being afraid that we would be caught by any disciplinary teachers, giving excuses for not handling in our homeworks, having high tea or lunch sessions with classmates after schooling hours, extra classes in tuition centre while checking whether there is any hot /cute guys around, using highlighters, rulers, graph papers and compasses for our extra classes, melting some candies in our tongue or just gulping some bubble milk tea, getting wet while walking to the bus stop and lots more. Oh my god, I really miss those days.
Christy even sent me a song. Its called “In My Life” by Rita Eriksen.
It is so relaxing until I fall for this song. It made me thinks of the nature.
I don’t know why, maybe because of the music instruments used I guess?
It got a strong Balinese or Thai style.I don’t know if I am correct. LOL.
It calms me down in every way.
Thanks to Jonathan Wong too.
Because its him that introduced this song to Christy and then Christy send this song to me. Thank you very much. : )
melting,carcar
And I’m melting like an ice cube under the sun like nobody’s business.
More to exaggerate, according to Christy, we can even bake a cake now under the sun.
HAHAHA. I really think it can weii. Just need a couple of hours I guess.
Anyone interested? Cheese cake, marble cake, butter or chocolate cake? LOL
There’s a moment just now. A moment I missed so much.
I have been chatting with Christy just now. Talking about our holidays in this Hari Raya where all Malaysians celebrate together despite our races and religions with the Malays.
I still go back “kampung” as in hometown like they do. HAHA.
Okay, back to the topic. I mentioned how I wish this holiday continues forever.Then, Christy said.. “Yea.. There’s no more interest in college anymore.”So, we start talking about secondary school thingy.. About routines, just like nowadays.Where we have to attend classes and hand in our work.
Our days in secondary school where we can sleep in the class, loitering around the school although being afraid that we would be caught by any disciplinary teachers, giving excuses for not handling in our homeworks, having high tea or lunch sessions with classmates after schooling hours, extra classes in tuition centre while checking whether there is any hot /cute guys around, using highlighters, rulers, graph papers and compasses for our extra classes, melting some candies in our tongue or just gulping some bubble milk tea, getting wet while walking to the bus stop and lots more. Oh my god, I really miss those days.
Christy even sent me a song. Its called “In My Life” by Rita Eriksen.
It is so relaxing until I fall for this song. It made me thinks of the nature.
I don’t know why, maybe because of the music instruments used I guess?
It got a strong Balinese or Thai style.I don’t know if I am correct. LOL.
It calms me down in every way.
Thanks to Jonathan Wong too.
Because its him that introduced this song to Christy and then Christy send this song to me. Thank you very much. : )
melting,carcar
Thursday, September 17, 2009
101 Post
Yeshhhhhhhhh. The 101st post !
And its gonna be about the one i admire. : )
But I just love the way he is. : )
Because his voice melts my heart.
Lurves,
carcar
And its gonna be about the one i admire. : )
He's someone special.
He looks random at first.. but he got my attention later.
*I dont wanna live without you. Nothing's gonna change my love for you*
He is someone talented..
Full of charisma..
Cool yet cute in a way. : )
Am I in love? Yea, i guess so. Haha.
There's only one thing i can be sure of..
I Admire Him. I Like Him. I Love Him.
Unfortunately, I missed the chance to meet him the other day.
I should have gone to that party.
I am sorry my dear.
And .. Let's take a look of my dear..
Khalil Fong.
Credits: MSN
The five hour long concert lasted from 7pm to 2am at the Bukit Jalil International Stadium, that played host to big names from the Asian music scene such as Z-Chen, Power Station, Khalil Fong and Joey Yung.
"An electricity blackout did nothing to dampen the hearts of the 16,000 fans that came to watch their favourite artistes perform at the T. Music Festival on September 12, 2009. The massive crowd rocked all night long to energy-filled performances by more than 20 artistes from around the Asian region, namely China, Taiwan, Singapore, Thailand and Malaysia."
I regreted for not being there for you.He looks random at first.. but he got my attention later.
*I dont wanna live without you. Nothing's gonna change my love for you*
He is someone talented..
Full of charisma..
Cool yet cute in a way. : )
Am I in love? Yea, i guess so. Haha.
There's only one thing i can be sure of..
I Admire Him. I Like Him. I Love Him.
Unfortunately, I missed the chance to meet him the other day.
I should have gone to that party.
I am sorry my dear.
And .. Let's take a look of my dear..
Khalil Fong.
Credits: MSN
The five hour long concert lasted from 7pm to 2am at the Bukit Jalil International Stadium, that played host to big names from the Asian music scene such as Z-Chen, Power Station, Khalil Fong and Joey Yung.
"An electricity blackout did nothing to dampen the hearts of the 16,000 fans that came to watch their favourite artistes perform at the T. Music Festival on September 12, 2009. The massive crowd rocked all night long to energy-filled performances by more than 20 artistes from around the Asian region, namely China, Taiwan, Singapore, Thailand and Malaysia."
But I just love the way he is. : )
Because his voice melts my heart.
Lurves,
carcar
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Disappointed.
Arghh. How i wish i am at the T Music festival concert right now.
At first i tot there's a miracle. Somehow, its not.
So boring right now. Actually i should be doing my assignments now, so tht i dont have to rush by tomorrow. But i just dont feel like doing it right now. Who can help me to take away this shitty mood? Ahhhhh..
moody,
carcar
At first i tot there's a miracle. Somehow, its not.
So boring right now. Actually i should be doing my assignments now, so tht i dont have to rush by tomorrow. But i just dont feel like doing it right now. Who can help me to take away this shitty mood? Ahhhhh..
moody,
carcar
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